Do you fully understand the Question why?

I went to a Steven Curtis Chapman on 9/11, and for those of you that don't know who that is he is a Contemporary Christian Music Artist. Long story short his family had a tragic accident a few years ago, where his son, had a car accident where he hit his sister and killed her.  His son told a story last night, where he had a dream that he was looking at a painting but it was very blurred and he couldn't really see it, but the further he got away the more clearer it became.  He also said that eventhough he may not fully understand why the accident happened now, but when he gets to heaven he will fully understand why it happened.  Well when I got home and got up this morning I thought about this verse that my Mom used to tell me about, and I never really understood that verse but starting to understand it now.  It goes like this 1 Corinthians 13:12   12 For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face; now I know in part, but then I will know fully just as I also have been fully known.  What that verse is trying to tell us, is some what, what Caleb (Steven's Son) was telling us last night, that as long as we have a relationship with Jesus Christ, and we are received into heaven by Jesus telling us well done good and faithful servant. Matthew 25:21.  When get into heaven we will fully know and understand why God allowed us to go through all that we have had to endure.  I will know why God took away my Mom so early in my life, I will know why God allowed me to go through 68 Operations, why he allowed me to be born with a birth defect called Aperts Syndrome.  Why did I have to be teased and made fun of in my life.  I know some of those answers now, one of those being, because God is the one that creates us in our Mothers womb.  Psalms 139:13-17.  Do I think that God creates people with disabilities not necessarily, but I do think that God allows it to happen.  Why?  because He has a plan and a purpose for all of those that are his children.  Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the Plans I have For You Declares The Lord, Plans to Prosper You and Not to Harm You To Give you a Hope and a Future.  What is it in your life, that you are going through, what is it in your life, that you are wondering or asking why, why now, why this, maybe some of you where or had family members that where affected by what happened on 9/11.  And you ask yourself why, we know that we have people who are angry at us, and who want to hurt us, but we may not fully know why those buildings or why that day until we get to heaven, and we get to ask Jesus face to face.  Why?  Their maybe some questions that you are asking God about and you may not be getting a clear answer on or not fully understanding, but one day we will fully know and understand the answer to the question. Why?  For God so Loved the world That He gave his one and Only Son For whosoever Believers in him shall not perish but have everlasting life.  John 3:16