God's Plan For You.

I don't know why, but their are times when I get a numbing sensation on my right side and it doesn't last long only for a few seconds to a minute.  A few years ago, when I first started to recieve this feeling I went to the neurologist who told me that I would need to go to another doctor, and I did.  I found out that it's because it's fused vertrabrae from my neck thats causing the numbingness, it doesn't happen that often, and I praise God that it does not have to do with my seizure disorder.  Because with not having the seizures it gives me the freedom to be able to drive the car.  :)  Growing up and during my College days, I had the desire to become and preach to the youth, of this generation, but God decided to say thats not exactly what I have for you.  I have created you this way, differently for a reason, plan and a purpose, and God's continually showing me what that is, to minister to the hearts and minds of those that are going through difficutlies and struggles.  Ministering to the hurting, and allowing them to know that God has a plan and a purpose for their lives as well.  I am continually praying that God would open up more doors and opportunities to allow me to minister to those with disabilities, so that they can see, that God has a plan and a purpose for their lives as well.  We sometimes don't officially understand why God would make us the way that He does, or why He allows us to go through the sufferings that we do.  But God allows it to happen so that He can mold and shape us to become more like him.  The message version of the bible Jeremiah 29:11 says For I know what I am doing, I have it all planned out, plans to prosper you, and not to harm you to give you a hope and a future.  God loves you, and so do I, may God continue to lead and to guide you to what He has for you in your life.